22.4.09

「短暫的笑或許讓人忘卻痛苦,卻是哭才令人覺悟到自己正在活著。」

15.4.09

Mr. Pitt, I can feel the thorns; and they are piercing.
I can sense the painfulness;
and it's swelling inside, growing stronger and stronger.
when a balloon stretched to its end, it bursts into air.
when I am pressed to my limit, I burst into tears.
sorry for my break-down, my dear.

9.4.09

extinction。

"If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."

生活艱難。

我想寫點什麼。
把值得銘記的,不堪回首的,
都用來填補我的欲言又止。

但,關於一切時間的流逝形成的糾結,
我,又該再從何說起。

1.4.09

Understanding?!

"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, too shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories.

But the answer is always there."